Stood Up?

Well, here goes with this entry...

So no school today, but I was at the school anyway (tech) all day, until about 6 ish and I left. I went to Harmony Cafe to hang out with a friend, and they didn't show up. I'm really worried about this friend, and there is 1 person who knows kind of whats going on right now for me, and this isn't helping much. For that person, I have but one thing to tell you. Things aren't well for me. I had a hard time eating anything again tonight. It took me 30 min to eat a piece of bread. Something is wrong, and I'm not going to say anything in my interp class because last time I did that I ended up in the guidance office for an hour...

Currently Listening Don't You Fake It By The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Your Guardian Angel see related

Hide The Pain So No One Knows

Andrea, I have a story to tell you about this weekend...

So This entry is going to be really short...This week is going to be an emo week for me. Possibly next week too. I know that I fake who I am lots of times, but I found someone that I can be myself around. I can be the real me around her. Things are complicated, however, and I will have to live with that. I think that she is avoiding me...but I don't know..

The Emo Kid -- Tyler

Homecoming Entry

So this is my official Homecoming Entry. I tried to make it into 2 parts, but my net was bein a bug and it ended up not posting the first part

THE PARADE:

So I went to the Parade with a friend, and we ended up not being in the parade because my friend wanted to take pictures of the parade for the yearbook, which was fine with me. The Sr. float was ok I suppose, but it would have been better had more of the Sr. class participated in its making. out of the whole Sr. class only 2 people actually worked on the float, and no, I was not one of them. What can ya do though? Not much. That was fine so it's all good.

THE GAME

After the parade we left and I got to meet my friend's mother and her soon-to-be husband. And their dog. Nice little dog. Went to the game with my friend, and got to go out onto the field while they were playing to get pictures of the players and stuff, so that was really really cool. Holly got pissed at me because I ended up not goin with her and Luke and some other peoples to the game. Lost the game by a last minute field goal. I don't know what the final score was, but I do know we lost by 2 points.

THE DANCE:

so backing up a little to earlier in the day before the dance, my friend and I ended up going to another friends house (Andrea's) for pictures and stuff. Then we went to Nakashima's, where we ate dinner (it doesn't matter how much it cost lol so don't ask) and then to the dance, and it was lots of fun. There are too many details to tell you all of them, so I don't think I'm going to. It was fun, and I got to dance. Went to another friend's house afterwards and hung around for a couple hours, before finally gettin home around 3AM. That was pretty much it.

Update

Updates:

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So my mother is still married, and yes, she's STILL preggers  but like I said, there's nothing I can do about that. My mind is totally messed around right now what with homecoming (in which I STILL have no date. Go Figure lol.) and my mother's situations, not to mention college apps and such goin out now. I've new obssessions now as well. Those obssessions include:

Mindless Self Indulgence

Coheed & Cambria

Hinder

Jibbs

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so that's how I am so far I suppose, although I'm really tired (lol!!) from writin this early, I might come back and edit it later. RACHEL!!!! C'MON HHS PEOPLE! I'M STILL HERE TO STAY IN CONTACT WITH!

and, for Brooke (a friend), PAAAAAAAAAASTE!!!

OMG!!!

so as most of you know my mother got married a week ago Saturday but there's nothing I can do about that. So today I went and brought my brother back to my mothers house, and she's like :

"Tyler...I need to talk to you"

"Ok, what do ya wanna talk about?"

"I'm 7 weeks pregnant"

"YOU'RE WHAT!?!?!?!?!?!?"

"I'm due in May, I just wanted to tell you before you heard it from someone else"

Yes, she is preggers...I have no idea if that's a good thing or not as I have not yet gotten over her marriage...Thank God I'm 18!!!! I have a choice now as to what I do.

They don't have what I'm listening to, so I 'll just put it here

Currently Listening to:

Song Title: Remember

by: Emilie Autumn

on: Enchant